Some Personal Insights....

My mind has always been 'out of synch' with the rest of the world. I've always loved solitude more than parties. Always loved quiet more than jibber-jabber, always loved the rain more than sunshine. How I view things is far different than how others view things. I see things in many ways that leave me thinking: "Is there something wrong with me? I can't see what others see. I never have." My answers in class were kept quiet because I knew I'd get the answer 'wrong'. Only because I saw things from strange angles and perspectives outside the normal thought processes. I've always felt that my being a loner is the result of not being able to 'fit in'. Now, I'm realizing it's because I'm unique unto myself. And that's actually a very, very happy revelation. 😊

I also have to take this into consideration when writing my scripts. I need to actually go in and dig deeper into what I would like the viewers to see. What I see may not have enough 'umph' behind it to thrill an audience. My vision is one way... the audience's vision may be totally the opposite. I need to 'fit in' as much as I'm willing to allow myself to, without losing that which makes me who I am. Talk about looking for the middle-ground. Not as easy as it sounds, but looking at it as another challenge to conquer. 

Don't give up. No matter what others say. It's your vision. Bend it if need-be, but don't break it. 
Hugs,
-Janalyn