Thursday, May 2, 2019

Why Are We Here? LHP Musings...


"The central question now becomes: what is the way in which this conscious, free soul is going to relate to, or seek to interact with, the objective universe or the universe as a whole? The right-hand path answers this question simply by saying that the subjective universe must harmonize itself with the laws of the objective universe—be that envisioned as God or Nature. Humanity is to seek knowledge of the law, and then apply itself to submitting to that law in order to gain ultimate union with the objective universe, with God, or with Nature. The right-hand path is the path of union with universal reality (God or Nature). When this union is completed the individual self will be annihilated; the individual will become one with the divine or natural cosmic order. In this state the ego is destroyed as “heaven” is entered or a nirvana-like existence/nonexistence is “attained.” This is clearly the goal of all orthodox Judaic, Christian, Islamic, or Buddhistic sects.

"The left-hand path considers the position of humanity as it is; it takes into account the manifest and deep-seated desire of each human being to be a free, empowered, independent actor within his or her world. The pleasure and pain made possible by independent existence are seen as something to be embraced and as the most reasonable signs of the highest, most noble destiny possible for humans to attain—a kind of independent existence on a level usually thought of as divine."

Flowers Ph.D., Stephen E. Lords of the Left-Hand Path: Forbidden Practices and Spiritual Heresies. Inner Traditions/Bear & Company. Kindle Edition.

It's said in UFO Communities, as well as many Mind Science Philosophies, that we are here to regain our connection to the 'Creator. The All That Is.' But… if we are already connected to the Creator before we incarnate on this world… what's the purpose of our incarnation? To EXPERIENCE life on this world in all its forms and perceptions. Basically, Mommy and Daddy Creator allow us to 'leave home' and experience our life on an independent path. Why? So that we can share all we experience. I love the second paragraph of this section from "Lords of the Left-Hand Path." What it does for me is clarify the reasons we're born on this planet -- To be independent and to learn how to work that independence through our mastering energy. How is that done? Through learning how subjective reality can be worked via magick using objective reality. Anassa has a video on what she calls the "Human Sphere of Creation ©" She goes over Objective Reality, meshing, in a sense, with our Subjective Reality. Fascinating stuff, but a bit confusing for me so I need to watch it again, but I get the gist of what she's saying.

We're here to experience life in this physical world, full of emotions – what we perceive to be either good or bad. Full of extremes -- good or bad. And how do we handle it? Do we play the Victim card and simply let this life roll over us in waves without learning how to manhandle it from our own subjective conclusions? How do we turn that thinking around? What is magick? How can we learn to transform our reality? We're in a classroom and we are learning every single day, but how many of us realize that's why we're here? We're independent souls. Trying to 'get back home' is not the purpose of this life. Trying to 're-connect' with Creator is not the purpose. We're already connected to Creator. (I believe we are all God, manifested in souls taking part in a learning experience to grow and expand universal creation.) But to what end? What is the purpose of the Left-Hand Path?

I guess what I love about the second paragraph is that it reminds us there's truly a purpose to why we're here and it's not to subject ourselves to submission to outside forces. It's to experience our own individual life-force here… now… and to realize that whatever Creator force is 'out there' is experiencing that life-force through us. My beliefs on this may change as I get deeper into the LHP's (Luciferianism in particular), but that will be because I'm understanding it more and more. My awareness will continue to expand as I learn. Very, very exciting!

Ave Lucifer!

--Janalyn 
The Purpose of Ritual & The Human Sphere of Creation©




Another Case of Not Viewing the World As Most of the Population. Endgame SPOILERS!

The Sidelining of Bucky/Steve's Relationship in Endgame

This lady, thank Lucifer for her take, embraces EVERYTHING inside of me for not ever seeing Endgame. No, I have not seen it. I didn't want to see it when I heard how Bucky literally bites the dust in Infinity War. I've been so disappointed in Marvel and this movie just seals the lid on the coffin.

I love my Bucky/Steve Bromance. I don't ship them romantically, but damn it, I do on a very intimate level because they ARE each other's souls. For the Russo's to treat their relationship like this... No, I will NEVER see this story arc. EVER. They shafted my boy, Bucky, and that is just all there is to it.

The above link will take you to an article about this entire scenario and there are SPOILERS to Endgame, so Marvel fans beware.

I've been heartbroken over many a bromance story line over my over 45 years of being in love with them. Starsky and Hutch the series back in the 70's had some major hiccups in scripts, Hercules and Iolaus's relationship in Hercules: The Legendary Journeys left a lot to be desired (enter fans who wrote fiction to correct things, I being one of them. Hi, I'm White Raven -- pleased to meet you.) Sam and Dean had some major, MAJOR hiccups in "Supernatural." And now my Bucky and Steve have fallen victim to homophobia in Hollywood. Producers trying to deter fans from 'shipping' their male characters. Well, fuck you, Marvel. You and the ships you rode in on.

I've often wondered why I don't get involved with Fandoms anymore. I used to be heavily involved with Hercules: The Legendary Journeys and Magnificent Seven the TV series. (Again, White Raven, and for my Slash alter ego: Heartquest. Again, pleased to meet you.) 

Now I know why. I am always heartbroken. I, as a fan of the bromance pairings in many a fandom, I never truly get the story I want. I never truly get my Happily Ever After between the bros. I get my heart broken every damn time because of Homophobia in Hollywood. HiH… a take on Hiccup. Yeah, Marvel... and to all productions who try to avoid fans from shipping their characters... get over yourselves. We're going to do it anyway, so just give the audience what they want, will you? 

The above article embraces FULLY my feelings on this matter so I leave the link above for you to read, and remember: SPOILERS so... be warned.

No, I don't involve myself with fandoms anymore... because of this most recent and possibly most gut-wrenching Bromance to 'bite the dust'. I really love my Stucky... I loved the bond that was given to us in 'Winter Soldier' and solidified in 'Civil War' (but even THAT movie fell short in the reunion of the two. After all the hell Bucky had gone through, I wanted a more emotional impacting hug at least... nope. Didn't even get a few tears. I'll say it again: Fuck you, Marvel.)

So, when Infinity War came out, I'd heard just enough about it to not go see it. Friends of mine said later, "Don't." They know how much I love my boy, Bucky. And now... thanks to biting the bullet and looking for spoilers I will definitely NOT see 'Endgame.' Marvel lost a fan. I'll never see another one of their movies. EVER. 

This is me, owning my right to be heartbroken because of how my Bros get dissed. There are exceptions, but sooo damn few and sooo damn far between.

My angry rant is over. I turn you back over to your lives. You can disagree with me all you want on this, but I will not slip quietly into the night, because I see brother-friendship stories as more my go-to source of passion in my life than Heterosexual romances. I feel them more. They are my heart, my soul... and I'm not going to apologize to anyone about why I'm so fucking pissed about this ordeal.

--Janalyn
Long live #Stucky


Wednesday, May 1, 2019

Major shifts in direction....

Since I became Pagan back in 2001 (Wicca, to be more precise), I have dabbled in this, dabbled in that, dabbled in this and this and that and that, and flittered from path to path. Last year, however, I dabbled in something that helped me realize for the past 18 years how much of my post-Born-Again-Christian conditioning had a hold on me. I could not truly commit to practicing ritual because of fear I would do it wrong and conjure up energy I would not want to conjure up. 

Enter Luciferianism. Yeah, I opened up some lectures on YouTube, researched websites, and found nothing wrong with this path. It's not what many people think (think conspiracy theorists.) Far from it, in fact. And it helped me break free of most of that brainwashed thinking. Facing the darkness inside of us is a GOOD thing. Darkness and light... you can't have one without the other, so why not find a way to balance both? Luciferianism teaches that process.

Well, still as I said above, it dealt with MOST of that conditioned way of thought, not all. Just enough to help me understand and open up some more doors into realizing who and what I am. Well, recently a lady I've subscribed to on YouTube, Anassa, has been a favorite of mine and I started going back to her videos this past week. And what she said truly, TRULY helped me realize that I'm not afraid anymore to further my education and experience in this path. I like the philosophy, it resonates with me and to truly connect with the shadow side of life (Why does Life of Brian run through my head right now?) 👀😜 is something I cannot be afraid of anymore. 

I'm owning it this time. I am a Luciferian, and finding balance has always been something I've talked about. Bring on the Light Bringer. I'm ready. :D 

At the risk of putting a lot of people off....

Hail Lucifer.

Ta' and Hugs,
Janalyn
One of Anassa's videos, which I watch again and again to give me more solid understanding of this path.

Moving Forward

So, I deactivated my Facebook account this morning. I may end up deleting it altogether but given my past patterns -- doubtful. I'm go...