Major shifts in direction....

Since I became Pagan back in 2001 (Wicca, to be more precise), I have dabbled in this, dabbled in that, dabbled in this and this and that and that, and flittered from path to path. Last year, however, I dabbled in something that helped me realize for the past 18 years how much of my post-Born-Again-Christian conditioning had a hold on me. I could not truly commit to practicing ritual because of fear I would do it wrong and conjure up energy I would not want to conjure up. 

Enter Luciferianism. Yeah, I opened up some lectures on YouTube, researched websites, and found nothing wrong with this path. It's not what many people think (think conspiracy theorists.) Far from it, in fact. And it helped me break free of most of that brainwashed thinking. Facing the darkness inside of us is a GOOD thing. Darkness and light... you can't have one without the other, so why not find a way to balance both? Luciferianism teaches that process.

Well, still as I said above, it dealt with MOST of that conditioned way of thought, not all. Just enough to help me understand and open up some more doors into realizing who and what I am. Well, recently a lady I've subscribed to on YouTube, Anassa, has been a favorite of mine and I started going back to her videos this past week. And what she said truly, TRULY helped me realize that I'm not afraid anymore to further my education and experience in this path. I like the philosophy, it resonates with me and to truly connect with the shadow side of life (Why does Life of Brian run through my head right now?) 👀😜 is something I cannot be afraid of anymore. 

I'm owning it this time. I am a Luciferian, and finding balance has always been something I've talked about. Bring on the Light Bringer. I'm ready. :D 

At the risk of putting a lot of people off....

Hail Lucifer.

Ta' and Hugs,
Janalyn

One of Anassa's videos, which I watch again and again to give me more solid understanding of this path.