Tried and Tried and Tried again

In the Disclosure Community (ET Disclosure), I tried for two years to be involved with it. But what I keep finding is a total lack of 'now' presence and too much 'Waiting for Disclosure to happen'. It's great that people out there are pushing for it to happen, the people involved with CE-5 to name at least one group.

But too many others are putting up fights, starting arguments, people are posting more anticipation of Disclosure than actual Disclosure and people are praising Trump saying he's going to be the one to instigate the Disclosure just because 'someone' said he was not involved with the Cabal. Don't get me started on THAT subject. People on my Facebook page already know how I feel about him. I'm soooo done with that bastard. Moving on...

No one is living in the moment. (Including me.)

Many are, don't get me wrong, but the 'atmosphere' of the Disclosure Community is more 'Seeking for what WILL happen' as opposed to living in the 'now.'

I get exhausted trying to sort through all the negativity and bitchiness. This last week I've chosen to simply focus on my Wicca journey, my scriptwriting, and my new awareness of Self: The fact I am Asexual.

I think Ascension will happen for each one person individually and that we have to live our lives NOW not in anticipation of what COULD happen tomorrow or even within the next hour. What are you doing in the NOW to make YOURSELF a better person. I realize the world sucks right now, but waiting for Ascension or the ETs to manifest to humanity is not going to make it better. We each have to move on with our lives as they are in this exact moment.

I've removed myself from the Law of One groups, the Ascension groups, the Disclosure and ET groups... because it's too easy to lose oneself in the hysteria of waiting for the world to get better, rather than doing what each of us can do here and now to help ourselves become better people. And if we did that... wouldn't Disclosure happen sooner anyway?

Just a thought.